Okay - so skipping past the teasing and jokes, I had a vasectomy yesterday. A decision made about where we are and where we are going. We are so lucky to have Ben and he is the true joy in our lives.
So here I am laying on the sofa for 24 hours and I must tell you that I'm not real good at just being. TV is bad, news is repetative and work just seems wrong in a time like this.
SO yes I may be a work-a-holic (yes i have been working a bit) and yes I may have trouble spending time doing nothing, but it has also got me thinking about what i want and where i need to me. I feel changes swelling up inside like a tidal wave that will soon flow forward. More and more each day I know a little more about who i am and where i am going.
Back to the frozen peas!!!
